Focusing on my self for a change!!!!!

Well today is my Ex husbands birthday and you know I don't really care like I thought I would, Our wedding Anniversary would have been on the 8th of November, it would have been our 16th But I don't care about that either. I know it surprises me to that I don't. I just keep growing stronger everyday and looking toward my future and where it is going. No I'm not dating right now I'm taking a break. Right now I have to focus on whats important to me, Family, Career, Friends and my happiness. I don't need a man to complete me thats something I have realized it's my job to make myself feel complete. I know a lot of women out there are going through a divorce and some may feel their world is coming to an end , But I'm here to tell you it's not you've got to get up each day and make yourself go no matter what and I promise you each day will get easier and soon you will get pass the pain your feeling right now it will become just a memory. A lesson learned, and the next time you fall in love you will not allow the same crap in your life you will be stronger then ever.
The one piece of Advice I can give is never surround your life around someone else , Be your own person stand on your own two feet and never let anyone bring you down... Because honestly if you do that it can destroy you, as a woman we have to be stronger and never give up!!!  

The way life Changes!!!!!

I haven't been on here in a long time. Well really since my Divorce. Things have been very hard for me this last year, My Ex husband is already remarried and has a new baby on the way. It's funny how easy it was for him to move on and here I am alone because I'm too scared of being hurt again. I have been trying to date again and I got close to one man but it didn't work out. I just find it hard to love again, it seems now days love doesn't last like it should. No one really knows what I was put through in my marriage the damage that has been done. I have a hard time trusting anyone or believing  there is real love out there anymore. No one understands the thing I was put through and the hurt he caused me or why I did things I did because of the damaged he caused.
But now I'm trying to rebuild my life and also trying to love again, A lot has happened in the last year. I moved out of my parents home and moved to Tuscaloosa Al. I live with my sister who's marriage also ended a week after mine did, so we have been through a lot together She has been my rock and I hers. I have a job now. An I can say I honestly am happier now then I've been in years. I honestly thought I was going to die when my marriage ended the way it did. BUT I DIDN'T! And I realize now that god had a reason for this he had something better in mind for me. I'm going back to school now and doing things on my own. I'm working hard to build my life back. I will not let a man do anything for me ever again because When he walks out o me he will do it with only the clothes on his back I refuse to be in a position where everything I have is taken from me again.. This is my life and I only get one and I'm going to live it the best way I can........I have a lot of people who love and believe in me and for the ones who don't just sit back and watch me prove you wrong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've met someone New

I've met someone new he is a wonderful man. He's so good to me. I don't know how to act around him. He treats me like a lady. I know everyone keeps telling me I deserve him but I'm just not use to coming first in someones life. I pray every night this works out for us because I really love him a lot.