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Thursday, January 26, 2012
The Adjustment....
John has been home for 3 full days now. It has been more of an adjustment for him then I realized. All he talks about is what is going on over there.( An when I say all he talks about, it's every word that comes out). Before he lift for deployment he always talked about our future together, all our plans for our house we are going to build , our land and just life in general. But it's different now. Then on top of it the T.V. stays on the military channel. Of course I love him and I listen to everything that is on his mind. He's also having a hard time sitting in one place for to long. I never seen him with so much energy before. I'm an old home body and he use to be so it's a little hard on me at times. He has seen alot over there and I feel like I'm in an unknown world and I don't know what to say about all of it. I'm just trying to be there for him and listen to whats on his mind and let him know I'm here in whatever his needs me for. I guess that's really all a military spouse can do. I pray for him everyday and with every prayer I ask God to give him the strength to make it thur this and come out in one piece. I know GOD is answering my prayers because it could be alot worse. I love my soldier, But I love my husband even more, and yes they are to different people. When he is in that uniform he is SSG. Skinner, when he's not he's the wonderful man I will spend the rest of my life with and always support him 200%......
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