Missing my Soldier

  I have been really missing my SOLDIER lately. We have talked on the phone and thru email, but it's not the same. A miltary wife has to scarifice alot for their husband's career. I think what I scarifice the most is the way I feel when I can wrap my arms around him or the way his lips feel when I press mine to his. It's Just those little things for me that I miss the most. Sometimes when I'm sitting  in the Livingroom I can see him in his recliner watching T.V. Those are the days that it's so bad you just want to see the day away. An I have to admit I have done that more then once.
   John's been gone for 7 months now and has 4months to go. Over time it has gotten easier to get thur my day. I have openned a business on ebay, and alot of other things. So now time flys by. I can't seen to find enough hours in the day now, But it has made me feel so much better. I have wrapped my life around John for so long but I always felt I needed something of my own. Now I can do both.  John said he was very proud of me and that made my whole year. He is a wonderful Husband. He's sweet, kind and very loving. We have been through hard times and made it out with our love still in tacked. I will leave this world one Day , but I will leave loving him.......

I Love You Staff Sergent Skinner