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| Taken while John was home for R&R. Love you Baby. |
I finally got an email from John he made it back to the base, He said it had been a long few days, And he had only got about 3 hours sleep since he left on the 7th. I felt so bad for him he works so hard and this war doesn't help. I feel helpless being here at home and there's nothing I can do to help him beside be there to listen and give him my support. I'm so use to being by his side in everything he does, It's hard to think any differently. He knows that he can count on me day and night. We only have for months left of being apart. The first 6 months were "well I'm just going to say it" Hell. There is no other word for it. When you are away from the person you love that's exactly what it feels like. But there was only two things that got John and me thur it and that was GOD, Every prayer I said he answered I give him all the credit. The second was Family and Friends. They all have been very supportive. There were times I felt very alone because John wasn't here with me I felt I had no one. I WAS WRONG! At the time I was so depressed I couldn't see it at all. John and I have been so blessed. An I have to thank the Lord for that. I love him more then any words could decribe. I had forgotten that for a long time but never again.
John if you get to read this I love you baby and I pray everyday for your safe return home. Talk to you soon......
