I don't understand people sometimes...

I really don't get some people these days. You try your hardest to be nice to some one and they just stab you in the back. You know it's hard enough to get by in this crazy world with out having to deal with stuff like this. You try to be a good person and someone comes along and takes from you, whether it's personal belongs , ideas you have or suggests that you make. An on top of it they take credit for it. It just doesn't make sense to me. There is enough room in this world for everyone to do there on thing. Why try and take someone elses. It's all I can do to live here in the delta I don't know anyone here it's just me , my 2 dogs( Crocket and Festiss) and 2 cats ( Sadie and Lil puss). So it's hard to get out and meet people here because it is dangerous. John is in Afganistan for another 6 months. So let me have my blogs, Face book and email. Get your own ideas you don't need mine. God gave us brains lets try to use them please. I want to be a good person and good to everyone I know. I thank god everyday for all the people I do know and I love them all. I am done venting now. Everyone have a blessed night.

Another long day of waiting.......

Well I woke up this morning at 4:30am and could not go back to sleep. I'm waiting for John to call and give me an update on where he is. The waiting is killing me. I have missed him so much. He really is the love of my life. I can't believe he's coming home. I just wish it was for going. When he get home we are going to spend a few days together then it's off to Union and Meridian to see our families. My dad has been in the hospital and I've been sick for the last few weeks an haven't got to see him it will be so good to see with my own eyes that he will be okay.

This is John in Afganistan  holding a pretty little bird.



John sent this picture to me in December, the date on the photo is wrong. I don't know how he got that bird to do that I guess he's just got that way about him.