John's Leaving tomorrow

Well John will be leaving tomorrow and I'm sooo not ready for it. He only has 5 months left on his deployment. So far 6 months of it has  flown by. So I pray the rest of it goes by fast to. I'm going to miss him. This will be the forth time I've said goodbye to him since July 2011. I really get tired of having to say it. But this is our life and I am so proud of him. I'm trying to be strong and show him that I will be okay. Before he came home alot had happen. Blubell died and we almost lost Dad. This being our first deployment it was very ruff. But I feel that it is down hill now. This 5 months is going to fly by. My love for him will always keep me going.

Here is a photo I took tonight of John and Crocket

Crocket loves being clean

He loves his rub downs after a hard day of napping.....
It's hard to believe that crocket is 5 1/2 months old and already weights almost 50lbs.