6 days to go....

6 more days to go. John will be on a plane coming home. He will have a 24hrs lay over so he should be home no later then the 20th or 21st. I can't believe after 5 months I will get to hold him again. It's been so long and I am a little nervous I don't know why we have been married a little over 14 years. But our love has  grew stronger thur all this. I guess it's true separation only makes the heart fonder. It's hard somethimes to decribe in words what I feel for my husband. I could not imagine my life without him in it. 
I'm a stay at home Army wife and there is a part of me that wants to go back to work but there is also a bigger part of me that loves to be home an take care of my husband. I love cleaning for him , cooking , and taking care of things for him.  Being able to be there when he needs me makes me happy. I know this sounds like well old fashion. But I love it. The amount of love I have for this man there's no end to it.  

When he comes home we are going to make the most of his R&R. the first few days he will get some rest and then we are going to have our Christmas together. Then a couple of days after that we are going back home for a visit with the family. And the rest is our time together. God I have missed him so much. I love you very much John. See you soon baby.......