I've found someone.....

I finally found someone who is so sweet, honest and good to me. We started out as friends and it turned into more. He is so good to me I don't know how to act. I'm not use to a gentle man who listens to what I have to say and cares about me only. It's not all about money, power over me or kicking me when I'm down. He just wants me and me only. I really think this is true love the way it is suppose to be. It only comes once in a life time and I think this is it.

Another Day

Woke up this morning feeling better then I have felt in a long time. Each day does get a little easier without him. I still have moments where I find myself needing him. But it is very few. Day by day I think I grow stronger and stronger. Now if I can make a plan for starting over alone. Where do I want to go with my life? What do I do next? An will I be alone forever? That's the question that run through my mind each day. I just need to come up with a plan for my life and how I want it to turn out.

Another bad day....

I had a really bad day yesterday. My Depression is out of control again, it is a battle everyday to function normally. People really don't understand how hard it is to control. Going thru a divorce ( my first) is the hardest thing to deal with we were married for 15 yrs. It's really hard to let go of someone you love. I have to start a whole new life and really don't know where to begin.