Early this morning

It's 5:42 a.m. I can't sleep again. I keep wondering where my life is going. I've started dating again. I'm still friends with my Ex husband. Which no one understands why. I don't want to hate him , where is it written when you divorce one another you have to hate each other forever. We had a good life at one time and a lot of good memories. I don't want to forget those times. I believe if you focus on the bad things then you can carry them over into your next relationship. So why do it. I know their is someone out there who will love me for who I am.

My new Life

My new life without my husband is harder then I thought it would be. Starting over is never easy to do. Your lonely all the time, you long for your husband and the life you once had. I keep thinking all the time How do I start over without him. When you love someone so much and they don't love you back it's still hard to move on.

 

Tragedies of a WAR!

My Husband came home in August from Afghanistan, for 2 days everything was great. Then the tragedy, He took me to my parents to spend the night and the next day I called him to come get me. His word were like a knife cutting my heart " I'm not coming to get you". When I asked why he said " I don't love you anymore". All I could think was what happen. He has PTSD now and I guess thats what happen when you come home from a war. I been so lost ever since then. How can you fix something that is broken.